Kind of like bronzeowl wrote...I feel depression coming back. I was feeling good last week. My depression of 8 years got lifted. I was hopeful. Then this weekend some bad news and I'm starting to feel depressed again. Though, I'm still thinking it's sadness. Have to lift up! God!!! My life needs to lift up! I have to get out of poverty. The family who took me in is going through financial difficulty like might not have a home! This family took me in from the kindness of their big hearts and help me get through depression, so why is god being cruel!