Hello DepressMe.
I am very sorry you are feeling this way and having such a hard time at the moment. It does seem like such a burden sometimes, to have to go through the roller coaster ride of med changes and adjustments, something I am on too well informed about myself. Honesty is so important with your therapist and dr, to help you get the medications and help you need at this time. If you are not feeling better tomorrow, then call the Dr and let the Dr know how you are feeling, so the Dr can help you get through this rough time you are having. I hope things get better and you feel better soon. Take care Soidhonia