I have T today and I find myself trying to think of how and what I am going to talk about. I struggle so much with all of this . I find myself getting so angry again at my T . she said last week that she knows me very well. If this is true I believe she already knows the things that I need to talk about .I don't understand why she is unwilling to help me do this .to figure things out. what reason does she have to sit and watch me struggle so much with all that is going on in my head . I don't understand it and am to scared to ask her why . I wonder if she is unable to handle huge emotions or hearing such things. I don't know