It's not just you

. The other day I felt like an outcast even in this forum. It seems like some people have a lot of friends and private chats on here. I've been around for a long time and have almost none.
The rule of life is people only think about and for themselves. It's not about you, or me. If I want a friend I have to initiate. I'm too ugly or weird for anyone to approach on their own... so I just need to learn how to initiate. I'm just waiting for my next life now.