I'm nervous. You see, my whole life the only thing that ever touched my soul was beautiful moments with children. guiding them, listening, and most of all loving. Most of my happy and content memories were of babysitting, just hanging around kids whenever possible.

I feel I may be pregnant. This will not be the typical family where two are married together, I guess this makes me sad, and also I am a little scared..but I want a child more than anything ever, ever, ever. Why am I so scared? My best friend is sleeping she wants me to call her at 5:45 so we can take the test together..prey for me, that I can find beauty with my child, I know my child will be beautiful in and out all children are God's creatures. Children are the best, most lovable. I am so happy. Michele (Drew)