Thank you chromegirl, I really appreciate your response to me, I really do. I'm not on anything right now, besides quetiapine and diazepam for years. Sorry to be talking on this thread again today, but I didn't want to start a new one.

I'm not taking any antidepressant, no, I stopped. I have tried many types before, all have side effects I cant seem to bear. But feeling like this is worse. I still cant make myself do a few simple things.. Thankfully I still have some things for my son to eat, and hopefully get his laundry done sometime. I'm crying and feeling so hopeless..

I just called the nurse counselor, she really didn't help. Guess I cant really see the help if it is there, or I'm too negative. She said the same thing, to try something else. But I've already been there done that, and I think meds aren't hel;pful.. thanks again