I'm sorry for your losses. I hope you look for a new therapist as soon as you can. You're going to need some help to get through all this grief and pain. I cannot imagine what you are going through but I understand enough to know it is heartbreaking for you and i feel for you. You have my sympathy.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
"Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha