(((((((((((((((((MIsfitAmongstMisfits)))))))))))))))))))) I read your post in the other forum. I am so sorry for all the pain and loss you have had to endure. I am also sorry you have been unable to obtain the support you needed. Maybe you could consider finding a t chosen by you for you? Your post indicates you are depressed which, as you state, you can not just snap out of. Possibly you could find some outside support and discuss with your husband how you are finding help? Please PM me if you want. I am so sorry things are this hard.