Before the MAOI I was wore and x-small. I took pride in the face that I was thin and that others wished they were as thin as me.
One year later, I am on the other side. I am wishing I was like think people wearing x-smalls. I went up two dress sizes since January.
I hired a personal trainer to work with me twice a week and I joined Jenny Craig. But I only work out or exercise twice a week. My trainer says I should be walking more, but I lack the energy to do it. I really want to, but I just can't.
I am losing weight at a VERY, VERY slow pace.
Now my doctor wants to but me on Seroquel which can cause weight gain.
People say I look fine, but I know that I don't.
When I look in the mirror all I see are the bulges and fat. I am disgusting.
I can't take diet pills because it would severely conflict with the meds I take.
I am just screwed.