(May be TMI - Beware - I have little shame these days)
How am I today?
Ready for this hemorrhoid to be gone.
SO HAPPY it's healing and ending its run.
Worried I haven't passed today; I'm regular. Like clockwork.
Convincing myself it's the stress and worry, and one late one won't hurt.
Literally.
Content that ALL OF THIS focuses my mind away from the fact I'm lonely.
In a house full of people.
That I SWEAR are narcissists without ever being able to admit; Family.
Jobless.
Because I wasn't willing to suck up to the bosses like she was.
And she lied.
Still hurt about that.
Triggered.
Reminded.
Coping.
Coasting.
One day at a time.
That's how I am!