I can understand about talking and then people just don't know what to say. I don't really tell many people about everything as well. I even lost a friend because he got tired of me looking for support from him and talking about how bad I feel T_T. So I understand.
I'm sorry... People can be kind of... well... A**holes. People tend to do that on things they don't understand, and can get "uncomfortable".
But you have support here and you have my support. We're all people that can understand and I've found that it's helped me a lot. It's given me the opportunity to learn to open up more. I hope the Seroquel does at least something to help.
If you need a new friend or just need to vent, my door is always open. Feel free to send me a message
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Schizoaffective Bipolar type and Panic disorder with agoraphobia-
Symbyax
Valium
Latuda
Lithium