My T and I knew it would happen, but it doesn't make it less painful...

My insurance has denied more sessions with my T.

I am crushed. I can't lose her. I know I "shouldn't" be so dependant on her, but I am. She's 1 of 2 people who are safe to me. My "thoughts" are definitely bad right now... But I'm trying to hold it together because she means so much to me and I don't want to put any extra pressure on her.

The only hope I have is that I do get to appeal, I do have my Pdoc's and primary's support, and my T has promised not to leave me.

This is killing me!