I have had voices and visual hallucinations for a long time, since I was young. I was diagnosed ptsd and major depression first, around 16 years old and ever since its like a revolving door. Every time I step foot in a pdocs office, my diagnosis changes. I am currently diagnosed sza. I don't understand and have become very frustrated with a system that is so concentrated on labeling us instead of helping our symptoms. Who cares what you call it. I see things. I hear voices. I smell and feel. I even taste things now. All that matters to me is that my delusions and hallucinations are getting worse. I am tired of everyone saying they have to change my diagnosis. I just want help with the symptoms. Why can't we all just be labeled mentally ill and help our symptoms. Forget stupid insurance companies and hospital policies. Just help us please. I am sorry this is my first but I am frustrated and I didn't know where else to go. Thank you for reading.
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