So, I had to cancel my appt tomorrow. Car's going to be in the shop and H didn't want me to go anyway so apparently the best time to get the car fixed is the day of my appt. Wouldn't have killed him to wait another day:-(
Thing is, this may well have been my last appt with T. It's one of the last ones anyway - he's moving across town and I just can't continue seeing him there. I don't want to drive 40 miles each way with therapy-head and I don't have H's support anyway.
I'm really upset now - tomorrow's appointment was 'big' for me. I have no idea how I'm going to move forward with my therapy and I feel like a pass-the-parcel: everyone take a turn taking off a wrapper and pass her on:-(
And of course I have to cancel at the last minute. I hate doing that. I'm afraid that T will not reply to my email... I'll call him in the morning if I don't hear. I hate phone calls. I'm afraid I'll not see him again. Gaah! I'm not that attached to him, I'm not!
Upset girl is upset. Thanks for 'listening'.