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Old May 20, 2014, 11:15 PM
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Originally Posted by tigergirl View Post
Ugh so sorry to read this is happening ... is there anyway that you and your T can work things out so you could continue somehow paying out of pocket? I know you don't want to put extra pressure on your T but if you are really struggling with your thoughts right now please let your T know and keep talking about this with her

I hope something will work out for you
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Originally Posted by HazelGirl View Post
Definitely talk to your T and see if you can work something out.
My T basically knows how I'm feeling. I broke down on her once before over the fear of losing her, so now that the fear is more real, she realizes I'm going to be a wreak. I emailed her back right after she emailed me about the denial. I asked her for additional support and reassurance this week. She told me I can write or call her whenever I want to (she never allows that).

I'm so lucky to have her. I CAN'T LOSE HER!!!!!!

I will fight this... but if I lose, and l lose her...I'm done. This is my last attempt to save myself...and I have no more energy to fail and try again.
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