So, only recently have I done something sexual for the first time in my life.. After a lot of fighting with myself, I have finally admitted and accepted to the fact that I'm attracted to males.

I'm a pre-everything (MTF) transgender I guess.. anyway, I'm in a 'homosexual' relationship, and and my gender identity problem makes it hard for me to go past oral...

and I can hold my orgasm for as long as I want when I'm masturbating, but with a real person, I've learnt that I can't, all it takes is a touch.... and.... bammm... sometimes it doesn't even have to be a touch, just talk is enough face-to-face.

Well, I'm not really unhappy about this fact, but is this normal for starters (newbies) ?