I know how this feels. My situation was I would no longer be able to use my mom's insurance due to reaching the federal age limit, so I would be without insurance for at least a month and wasn't sure if I'd be able to afford any of the plans accepted by my T. She also refused to discuss the solutions and only reassured me that she was not going anywhere.

This situation was distressing because I was really making progress and didn't want to mess it up or lose that connection. But it did get better and everything worked out just fine in the end. You will find a solution and you're T will help you.

I'm sorry you are experiencing this though because it's a crummy feeling.