I regret sending that txt now. I do not want to end therapy. And I know that the decision is mine to make - if I don't want to terminate, I don't have to (right now anyway). But sending that message to T can't lead to anything positive. As cream on top of the mashed potatoes (as we say in my weird mother tongue) I had to call him during his office hours today to ask a medication related question. He sounded really concerned when he heard that it was me. I wonder what he thought I wanted. I.am.such.a.loser.