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Originally Posted by Mastodon
I regret sending that txt now. I do not want to end therapy. And I know that the decision is mine to make - if I don't want to terminate, I don't have to (right now anyway). But sending that message to T can't lead to anything positive. As cream on top of the mashed potatoes (as we say in my weird mother tongue) I had to call him during his office hours today to ask a medication related question. He sounded really concerned when he heard that it was me. I wonder what he thought I wanted. I.am.such.a.loser.
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I guess you could always txt him again that you've changed your mind (I know not the best idea but I think Ts might be used to client's inner conflicts). Maybe actually your txt could lead to something positive - your T now knows how much you struggle and that because of that you think that you do not deserve your T, that you don't want to waste his time etc... And probably it's good that your T knows that because then you can work on it...
I guess that when you called your T, he was just very concerned that you struggle so much, I don't think that he waited for you to say that you want to terminate, I'd rather think that he was worried... That's just my opinion of course, I hope you will feel better soon
