So, I have been thinking a lot about him lately. Tuesday evenings are really rough because on the way to DBT I drive past the exit to his office. I really wish I could just forget about him but that is not happening. It's hard to constantly have memories of him because then all the guilt about ruining the relationship comes back. I know I don't need him. I am doing quite well without him. Even passing thoughts of him are hard. I just wish I could do something to repair the relationship but I did try and he just never responded. For the most part, I have moved on from wanting him as pdoc. However, forgetting him seems quite another story. I just wish he could be erased from my memory but with constant reminders of him around me that's not likely. Ugh! I hate this but I'll get over it I always do. Just not sure when?