Thank you both for responding. Glad to hear the information, Pegasus. Undead Mage, I feel like I'm either being f*cked with or I really am dispelling the depression with each wave of sadness that washes over me and out. Do you feel like that? Its different this time than the lull of depression in the past. I also fear that everything I'm finally getting some relief in is just a tease and I'll just get older and more lonelier. Its a fear that I'll never know success, like its been ingrained in me.