I can empathize, hence the username. What I have learned so far is that there is no black and white answer to this. I trust my T as much as I can, but its not normal to put 100% faith in anyone.

We discussed this. Its mind bending and annoying, because he agrees with me on this, but the "trust" issue keeps coming up. I often will get annoyed at him for small things. I tell him so. and he asks if I trust him. Im like, this again?

I trust him with my head, not with my heart. I know he is totally trustworthy, yet my behaviors don't comply. I can't seem to help it.