well, T's been on vacation and is until Tues. I have brought hubby with me to some meetings, and he knows T well, and can call her anytime, but he's never given me a countdown before, and Im real freaked about that, Ive doing all I can to just hold on these past few years, and sometimes, I just get into a big slump.....I dont know, just wish he didnt say, ok countdown, 26 more days, you know....does that make any sense???