T called me last night . said he was watching Its Always Sunny. he helped me take my meds and told me the voices would be gone when i wake up. and they are gone. so now hopefully no voices for the next month. i got the shot in my hip this time because i had a bad reaction to it in my arm. because the muscle is so small. it was a huge hard lump in my arm and hurt really badly. it hurts in my hip but not as much.

well i work 2 to 8 today. find out my schedule for the week too. i hope my mom can come down this weekend. ill have to clean up my apartment though. she likes things clean and im a bit messy.

i feel relieved the voices are gone. and now i can finally eat something. bc they yell at me when i eat food. so i just dont do it.