Tametc,
Wow, you really do have a lot of stressful things going on at one time! No wonder you are feeling overwhelmed! Maybe your t will still get a cancellation opening before June 2. Either way, know that we are here at PC to support and encourage you. While you are in this difficult place, use whatever healthy coping skills work best for you. What activities can you engage in that would help relax your mind and heart? You're going to get through the next few difficult days. We're with you in spirit.