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Originally Posted by trying2survive
i've been sitting here thinking about all my past relationships (8 of them total)
and they have all failed,i've pushed and pulled people away in one form or another. i've always wanted to get married one day, but it seems like i keep getting in my own way, has anyone else experienced this? do you guys think we can every be in a happy stable relationship? or is this wishful thinking on my part. is it possible for people like us to be happily married someday and put all the pain,anxiety,self loathing and mood swing behind us? what do you guys think?
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I have had the same experience and am currently on my own again. This time I think that I'll try really hard to stay this way. Trying to stay sane and balance a relationship is just too much for me. And I'm just NOT good at it. I think, for me that it will be easier to stay alone than try it again. Sorry to be so negative. Well, is it negative? I've tried and I just can't do it so I choose to be alone.