Thanks for the suggestions Gayle. My husband has mentioned euthanasia for our goat but he hasn't acted upon anything yet. It's hard for me with him being gone knowing he's out there in the shape he's in. I pretty much leave the goat for my husband to deal with while I tend the cat and 2 parakeets. It kills me to think of him just laying out there, though, not able to move. He's still eating a bit when my husband hand-feeds him. I just worry about my husband being very late and him out there laying hungry. I don't like being here alone with him in his condition when I'm pretty much helpless to do anything. It spikes my anxiety about my husband working late even more. Just feels like everything is falling all at once. I suppose I'll just have to try to do this alone as usual... It does help getting online. It distracts me throughout the day here and there. TV and PC were 2 things we bought early on with donations from our fire. They help.