Lol brains. Yeah so those 4pgs haven't really come up. But I did take another step and gave T this book I have that is filled with things I've written. The first 4days T had it were a nightmare! I was so anxious and so upset I felt physically ill. Now 2weeks later T still has it but I see her today so hopefully I get it back.

I am anxious to hear what she has to say about it. I gave her fair warning that it was bad but she's the first person I've allowed to read it. But I'm going to trooper today and not think about it and deal with it when I have to.