I don't really know what to say today, just trying to keep busy.

Today started off on a bad note when I talked to my husband about my sadness and loneliness (which, by the way is being helped by chatting with a few people on here). He was frustrated and not really wanting to hear it. He texted me later saying the timing was bad, that when he's ready to head out the door for work and thinking about his work day that's it's really not a good time to be giving me the attention he admits I deserve. He also said this week is one of the busiest weeks of the year for his company, so that made the timing extra bad.

I kind of feel guilty for selfishly thrusting my negative thoughts and emotions on him before work like that. I will know better next time, but it just doesn't seem like there's ever a good time to be talking to him about it, ya know?