the thing about "not knowing which things are true" is that you will go around and around with them. If you want to know why your T has not asked for the toy back, ASK! If you are thinking about an issue, any issue, and it makes you FEEL a certain way, discuss it with your T. You cannot know what your T is thinking, unless you are a mind reader. Likewise, your T cannot read your mind, either. Talk to T! Gentle hugs.