im definitely hearing you guys.

i just...i feel very disoriented today mentally. very depressed and lonely. its hard to explain how i feel. its very deep and peircing to my soul. im not even alone. these past 2 days my dads been off. i cant imagine being home when hes actually at work...
im borderline very suicidal. i keep taking everything except my haldol. but no i need to do some of that for my dad and me.