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Old May 21, 2014, 12:22 PM
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Thanks everyone, I appreciate the validation of my feelings and the advice. Leah, I was surprised that you could tell that I discredit my feelings sometimes. I just feel like I can see multiple sides to situations, and I never know which one to trust. On one hand, I'm a little angry at my T because this is really important to me and she knows that. She knows that I'm grieving for her right now, while clearly I'm not high on her priority list. As far as I know, she can't even be that busy because she's not even seeing other clients right now (since everyone is on summer break). On the other hand, I feel like I could be being unfair; maybe there are things keeping her busy that I don't know about, and a week isn't THAT long. For all I know, she is putting a lot of effort into it. I also worry that she just doesn't want to contact me because I wrote her a very sentimental card when I left, and maybe she doesn't want to... acknowledge it?

I think I will wait a little longer because I would prefer for her to contact me first. I'm really interested to see what she would write in the email, and if I were to email her first, she may not say as much, if that makes sense. Maybe I'll give her the rest of the week and contact her on Monday or something. Thanks for your replies everyone-- I feel less like my email will sound needy.