Hi friend, I know how it feels to use to fly like that. I've had flights totaling 13hrs with 3 Landings and 3takeoffs. What I did wasn't right nor would I ever dream of doing it today. But now a days I take either valerian root or Passion flower. They completely calm me and allow me to just sit there and listen to music or read. I know u leave NY tonight. I wish u safe travel and message me when u get in.

It will be ok. Ur husband is with u and try and keep ur mind on something else. Maybe u have a fundraiser event coming up. Or maybe there's a special restaurant or meal u like. Or maybe a museum a park anything to keep ur mind off the plane. I
My anxiety is awful when I'm not in control. I have to drive and plan and decide route. If I don't it gets bad.

I await ur message. I hope all works out.