yea we went to the mall and the asian market and just got out for a bit. but nothing is making me happy. sometimes i think i can never be happy. like somethig can never make me happy. i need inner peace or something or get closer to my religion.

justmeandmyhead described feeling numb earlier. thats how i feel mixed with depression. i just had a panic attack at walmart. almost threw up in the parking lot. anxiety makes me vomit sometimes. and im seeing and hearing things right now. borderline bad. i need my meds as a prn if anything right now. but ive been taking my celexa but now its on a higher dose. so its like its starting over.