Do you ever just cry during your session with your t? I seem to have a brick wall in front of me when I'm crying when people are around so the most I've done is just a few sniffles. I feel comfortable with my T, but can't seem to get over the suck it up an move on mentality. I keep wishing that I could just go in, sit on the floor or in the chair and just bawl my eyes out. But I feel like that would be wasting his time just to listen to me pour my heart out and cry the whole time. I also think about hiding out in the bathroom and crying to see if he'll have someone look for me. That way I'm not crying in front of someone but he'll still know. I feel completely insane for thinking this stuff.