Today has been a better day. I kept my mind preoccupied with rabbit stuff during the morning and bought lots of rabbit toys and a grooming set at the shop. Yay! I made it out of the flat today. The downside was being scared while outside of the flat. I'm pretty sure I have a stalker. Then after lunch I made it outside again and managed to go to the library. I felt scared when I entered the building, but despite feeling like I was being watched, I took out a book. I spent the afternoon reading, until my dad phoned up asking me to meet him. Walked with him and his dog to my grandparents house. He then gave me money to buy a drink. So I made it to another shop and then made it home again. Still, fearing for my safety. I hate leaving the flat. But staying inside drives me up the wall so I have to leave at some point. I just wish I wasn't so frightened all of the time.