So its good that you are thinking because you want stuff to change....however its sounds like you are focusing on stuff that is beyond your control. So money sucks when you get your $500 back from school it will be better but you can't make that go any faster. Weight....all you can do is exercise more and eat a reasonable 1200-1800 calories a day---stopping the meds is not a long term option and frankly not even a short term option if you are set on keeping your T and staying out of the hospital. Mom---well honestly you cannot change other people but you can change how you react to them---work on that aspect of it. Dad again he is probably working to support you and needs to do it---you aren't going to change his mind so enjoy the time you do have together and work on changing yourself so you are less reliant on your dad. Focus on how you can change yourself to better adapt to the situation you have and don't try to change the situation itself....