I used to not really care whether my T talked to her supervisor about me or not, nor when she would do it, but this time it's different. I know she sees him on friday as she had to tape a couple of our group sessions and I'm pretty nervous about this. Might be, because the last time she taped group I wasn't in my usual seat and thus faced the camera, made me a bit self conscious, even though I tried to ignore it. Also last time she saw her supervisor the following session was quite rough as her supervisor made her realize that there is no way I can make much more progress without moving out and she's pushing this issue much more now.
I know why supervision is important, especially as my T has already said that at times she's not really sure how to help me anymore, that most of her usual techniques fail with me and that at times she was a bit at a loss. But I can't help but hate the fact that a person whose name I don't even know, knows almost everything about, and now will even know what I look like...
How do you all deal with these situations?
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