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Originally Posted by skies
Winenot -
The internet searching isn't a big deal, imo. I would talk to my therapist about those things...Try not to guilt yourself...
Did you ever ask him about psychodynamic therapy?
I could not imagine trying to deal with all of the feelings you describe for and with the help of someone who is not highly trained from the transference perspective. The intensity is difficult enough as it is!
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Well I've decided I'm not going to divulge to him after all what I know. His girlfriend or private life has nothing to do with my feelings for him, as I liked him before I even knew about her. It's just too much to deal with overall, really.
I tried to ask about psychodyamic before, but I think I got nervous and ended up not explaining clearly what I was trying to say. He sort of got what I meant. The new T I have saved in my phone for a rainy day is specifically psychodyamic. Perhaps that would be better suited for me.
Either my T is not trained, or he knows I have feelings and just chooses not to give a damn. I almost don't give a damn myself. I'll just tell him straight up that these feelings are not going away and that they really are just hindering me. Hopefully he'll let me go on good terms, though I don't see why not.