Actually it doesn't worry me. But it does make me think about how screwed up I must have always been. All of the mental health professionals I've been involved with have always just treated me as though I simply have major depression & anxiety. (Of course, since they don't know about this other stuff, that makes sense.) But I sometimes wonder, if they knew the whole story, what would they conclude?

As far as forgiveness goes, I don't know. I guess I've never really thought about it in those terms. I think I understand what it was all about... but I don't know, I could be wrong. I do know that being aware that I have this in my past makes me feel deeply disturbed.

Thanks for replying!