Forgot to add. Then she tells me that sometimes some patients only see her for a couple sessions. WELL HOT DAMN! maybe they don't have a mental illness that they have had all through their life and need long term care. Then yesterday when I went in, I started to make jokes (I'm sarcastic by nature) and says that it seems like I was being rude. But I wasn't. I was just trying to make our last session a positive one. Then I apologized if I sounded rude, but then she says I wasn't, it was weird. I even made this humorous list about 10 things I learned in therapy. Some jokes were toward her (she laughed about in the past) but she didn't seem to like them. It was like I was seeing a different therapist yesterday. Not the T I had been seeing for two and a half years. It is taking everything I have not to email or call her and express my anger at her. But the sad part is, I would go and see her again the future. so confused
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