I was diagnosed with OCD but I am seeing if I can get re-evaluated. Sometimes I feel like I'm OCD and sometimes I don't. Like I won't hug my mom because she has been in her car which has "particles" which makes me feel unclean. I won't even go in her car. Then I never go to resturants because I believe that the smell will get all over my clothes and when I put them in the hamper in my closet, the smell will drift onto the other clothes and makes them unclean. I have been to a therapist for two years, exposure therapy doesn't help. I am on 250mg of Zoloft which evens out my mood and doesn't make me have a rollercoaster of thoughts. Is anyone out there like this? And if you are, how did you get over this?
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