I am so anxious right now I feel like I'm going to throw up. I'm on a drug monitoring program for work, and I accidentally missed a screen. Total accident. So they suspended me indefinitely, and sent me for a test today, which they will review and decide what happens next. I'm freaking out because I also accidentally ate a salad with poppy seed encrusted feta on Monday evening, and it didn't occur to me until after I ate it. Poppy seeds can test false positive for opiates. I didn't report it because it was a small amount, so I didn't think it was worth mentioning, but under the circumstances I am freaking out because they won't believe me that it was just poppy seeds.

Feel like throwing up, and crying. I really don't want to be forced off work again. I've only just got my career back on track, and now this. I'm such an idiot.