I can relate sort of. I didnt' have a clear memory of my experiences, something happened and I can't say what because I have no memory of it. But, there are times I remember when I felt all powerful. I was the chosen one once, with magical powers and all. Now I'm just a human and I see all of that was happening to me without actually happening in the world. Sometimes I wish I still had that all powerful feeling, but I also don't want to have the fear of being hunted down like I had at that time, either.

I didn't see your post before. I've kind of been off site a lot, due to some issues and stress. I'm sorry you didn't get a response.