Your first 5 posts get moderated before we can see them so they sometimes get missed, which isn't great when you're new and reaching out, so I'm sorry that you felt ignored And welcome to the S&P forum!

I don't know what you mean about "merging after recovery" or in your other thread about sz being metaphysical, but then I don't know much about metaphysics. But I too am trying to recover from whatever it is that I have (I'm not sure) without the input of psychiatry, so feel free to join in here

*Willow*