(((bizi))))

You are right, Crying by myself is cathartic. I have never been able to cry in front of other people without feeling devastated and totatlly defeated, but I think I have discovered recently it does help when I am alone. I think acceptance of being bipolar is what my therapist was trying to get at so many years ago, and I just kept thinking no, I am sure I can do something and this will go away. The course of my bipolar disorder does sadden me because I feel like my teenage years was when I peaked in judgment and maturity, and direction. It's a scary notion. Thanks for your thoughts and cyberhugs again, (((bizi))).

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