Newtus, I don't know where you live, but are there any outpatient groups you could join? I used to live in a big city and I got into this intensive outpatient group where I went for several hours a day to do group therapy. It's kind of a step between the outside world and inpatient in a hospital.


Tomorrow I have to go to the hospital and get attached to a blood pressure machine that I have to carry around with me for 24 hours. Apparently it's going to track my blood pressure every 30 minutes, even when I'm sleeping. I'm not looking forward to it.