what do you do when you feel so low
and you cant find a way to pick urself up
and my thoughts race around and around
and i dont know where im going
and even where ive been
but theres never a single moment in this mess
that i dont remember him
and all of what he did
and how i tried so hard to get away and make it stop
and all the times i cried why me
and all the answers of i dont know
and all the comfort of its not your fault
just seem to not disappear
no one said life was easy
but i never thought it would be this hard