My mom's birthday is this Saturday and I was planning on driving to her house on Friday to spend the weekend with her... but all of a sudden my anxiety is just through the roof and I am terrified at the idea of having to drive two hours. Most days I don't even leave my house, and on the rare occasion that I do, I just go to the grocery store and back which takes like 10 minutes total of driving. Two hours... I would have to stay calm for two whole hours... I don't know if I can do it. I really have a bad gut feeling about it that I cant shake. My mom asked me tonight if I'm sure I'll be able to and I really don't think I can do it... but I really don't want to let her down by not being there for her for her birthday. I'm so conflicted and I'm so, so scared.