I can't take the train, I live in a very small town with almost no public transportation
I haven't told her how anxious I am yet but I will probably bring up my fears to her tomorrow and see if she has anything to say. She was the one who asked me if I'm sure I can handle it so I think she'll be understanding. It's just I know I'll feel so guilty for not being there for her, that's what's killing me...
And no I'm not sure exactly what it is... other than like I said, I'm not used to driving more than 10 minutes a day. And I also have a lot of nightmares about losing control of my vehicle and/or running into other cars. But I don't exactly have control over these nightmares so I'm not sure what I could do about them... I think I might have to start going to therapy. :/
Anyway thank you for your response <3